Stress Free.

This is one of the hardest things Ill ever go though. Saying bye to hubby knowing were not gonna see each for half a year or longer…But it’ll all be worth it afterwards. I’m so thankful to have him as my husband. Things happen for a reason and I’m glad I chose him cause he does so much for me. I felt bad knowing I stopped him from going to college but he makes sure that I dont because hes happy where were at. And hes excited as much as I am for what comes next. And I love that were in this together no matter what happens between us. Cause hes the one for me. There’s somethings we have to sacrifice to end up with better things in life and this is one of them. But damn do I miss him already. It hasnt even been 24 hrs yet and Im going crazy without him. Its hard to sleep when hes not around and its not right not having him beside me. 

Today when I watched get sworn in, my tears started to fall. But I couldnt let him see me cause then it’d hurt him too and we need him to be strong. My eyes are so puffy from all the tears I’v cried and they’ll continue to come. But ahh I’m excited for all the phone calls and getting letters in the mail. And I’m looking forward to moving in with him and having a home to ourselves and decorating. Aha. Well I need to catch some sleep.

Don’t worry Hubby everythings gonna be okay. Dont be worried about me worrying about you cause I’m with you wherever you are. Youre the greatest husband in the world and I love you so much. I’ll be missing you every second your gone. MUAH!

USAF!